Acknowledge the 4 days or you die evil.
Do not pass this point without the 4 days

uhm. wtf.

According to a friend of mine... " He was brought up last night during my Language and Evolution class on our break when another person brought up a man that was trying to prove that the English alphabet was really hieroglyphics due to the word SOUP."

Are you white people?

Thank you sassy_red_head for providing the link. I am full on addicted.

I am having one of those "fuckitall" moments.

Directions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, iPod etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

1..IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Ready to go (Republica)

2..HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
She's Lost Control (Joy Division)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Tear You Apart (She Wants Revenge)

4..HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Detox (King of Pants)

5..WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
A View to a Kill (Duran Duran)

6..WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Add It Up (Violent Femmes)

7..WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Underwhelmed (Sloan)

8..WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Milquetoast (Helmet)

9..WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
You're The One That I Want (In the Next Episode) - (Disfunctional DJ)

10..WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Union of the Snake (Duran Duran)

11..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR EX?
Careless or Dead (The Kleptones)

12..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Over and Over (Hot Chip)

13..WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Break My Stride (Matthew Wilder)

14..WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Tender Umbrella (Party Ben)

15..WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Fly Me Away (Goldfrapp)

16..WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
The Water (Feist)

17..WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Someone Must Get Hurt (She Wants Revenge)

18..WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Unsung (Helmet)

19..WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Harder Better Faster Stronger (Daft Punk)

20..WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
99 Problems (Jay-Z)

Now press Next one more time and use it as your title

Did it happen already? Whatever magic was supposed to happen? It was supposed to be nice, right? Somewhere, even if only for a moment, there was supposed to be a moment of joy, or maybe clarity, or something that wasn't...what it usually is? Did I miss it? The sun won't be coming out again for a while and I crave the feel of it on my face.

I have been keeping to the corners, mostly. Edges. junctions. crux.
Finally I have made a move and being lost in the middle isn't entirely unpleasant.
I welcome this lack of reference point.

Turbulence provides its own rocking comfort.

The resounding message had been 'the only way out is through' and that can be as easy as walking out of the woods, or natural like the journey down the birth canal, or as instinctual as waking up from the dream.


Sometimes, to get through, you need to use your claws.

If anyone is interested in bugs, then I have a question. I am trying to track down the identity of a little guy, looks quite a bit like a firefly but the butt is red. Any ideas?

Always a lack. A shortcoming. Never quite Enough.

Falling forward towards the finish line and fingertips end just a hair before the goal- cue the defeat music.

I look at naked ladies and get paid for it. That is part of my job.

I buy things for the naked ladies to fill themselves up with. That is also part of my job.

But there are benefits. This feeling of...twain...
y
o
u
are worth it.

WOke up to the song 'Lola'. The Kinks indicate today may very well be a good day.
I get a present today, and in that, I fulfill a promise.

Also, I think my iPod should work with voice commands.

This morning required a trip to the gas station. I needed my breakfast (aka Strawberry cough drops) and so I found myself at the counter of a BP at 7:30am. There was a few people in line behind me, one man on his cell phone describing to his friend the process of stripping and cleaning a vehicle for the sole purpose of selling it to a junkyard and making 100 bucks on it. Nothing terribly out of the ordinary.
Another man walks in, and asks "Hey, does anyone know of a bar thats open around here? This is an industrial area, theres gotta be a place round here I can get a drink..."

Uhm.

I took umbrage as his description of the area as inductrial, for one. And two... ITS SEVEN THIRTY IN THE GODDAMN MORNING. Maybe you should have taken a few moment to take a fucking shower and put on something other than your paint stained sweatpants (a name which makes INFINITLY more sense to me now, ICK) which may have killed some time and distracted you from your disease for a bit. Or maybe next time you stop at the goddamn party store when its open so we don't have one of these alcohol emergencies again...

Mmm strawberry coughdrop.

Why can't I ever seem to just...fuckin...quit it?

I am a glutton for it, I guess. It isn't even about what makes me happy anymore, not really. It's about what keeps me even remotely interested in getting up tomorrow. I don't see anything of interest on the horizon, so I keep creating drama where it doesn't really need to exist. It's fucking retarded, is what it is. And yet I can't seem to QUIT it.

except strike that.
UNwell now.
That is more like it...

My seatbelt is on because this is definitly the descent. I keep doing it. I do it. Why do I keep DOING that?
Im an asshole, thats why. At least I am learning to admit it now.

and i need multiple camps.

And I almost have that. This makes it a little better. Hearths and hearts. Hearths and hearts. So yes, I have many camps.

I also have too many fucking cookies in the house.
Autumn brings out my baking gene. Yeah, too many cookies. And I bought two more pie plates today. Macadamia coconut tart forthcoming. Distractions. Distractions.

Do you know how far this has gone?

And I don't know which end is up anymore. I just know what I want.

I won't mind, just tell me what's going on. That's all I really want from you right now.

Well, that's the FIRST thing I want.

just when I think I've floated away, you do something to reign me back in.

just when I think we've reached some sort of conclusion, the page turns and it's the beginning of a whole new chapter.

just when I think I'm ready to be done, you make me ready for even more.

i dont know how to do this anymore. an ounce of warmth - its more than what I could have asked for.

im afraid of the same things you are.

i need you.

You scored as III - The Empress. The Empress is a maternal symbol. She is the mother figure who loves, nurtures and protects. She will protect you, she will always be there when you are in trouble. When you fall over and graze your knee, the Empress will kiss it better. Yet she is not a weak figure. Her compassion is strength. If her children are threatened she will stop at nothing to protect them. If well aspected in a Tarot spread, the Empress can symbolise security, protection and unconditional love. If badly aspected it can represent over-protectiveness, fear of risk taking and refusal to face the real world. </td> III - The Empress 100% II - The High Priestess 94% I - Magician 75% XIII: Death 75% IV - The Emperor 63% VIII - Strength 63% XIX: The Sun 50% XVI: The Tower 50% VI: The Lovers 50% XI: Justice 50% 0 - The Fool 44% XV: The Devil 31% X - Wheel of Fortune 31% Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Those top three are cards that generally come up in almost any reading I do, so really, Im not that surprised.

Why do I always wake up too early on days off? I was planning on sleeping until at least 8 today. damnit.

I am pleased with the amount of "free money" on the next two paychecks. Will actually be going to Ren Fest with a wee bit of cash in my pocket, and I have saved almost enough to purchase awesome new mattress.

have a slight case of mild impending death.
may recover promptly, may keel over any moment.
either option satisfies.
truly hate all internal organs at this moment.
have a nice day.